Gone!

Ok so I started writing this and was surprised at the level of feeling I had! But when someone pushes you, one must react!

If I was to walk away from you.


What would you do?

Because here I stand,

In front of you.

Saying to you that my heart hurts.

And it is in your hands.



My heart sinks, it can’t stay steady.

And its only in isolation that my mind can halt.

And put together the reasons as to why I hate you.

You know I can walk one step ahead.

But why is it I let your incapacitated power stop me?

You are not what you say your are and now I know.

You have a true face known to very few.

It’s an ugly face, and I intend to be rid of it.



A possession of fake authority you May have.

But it is stored in a Bank on zero collateral.

My ‘friend’ it is the end.

For a one sided game of two I can no longer exchange in.

Your past deeds will now be repaid and you know what they are.

A beautiful pain leads me to my task.

And at the end of it all, everyone lives all the happier.



You should be gone.

Lovin' it!

Here are a few looks I think are great at the mo!!!

Within

It is almost disgusting.
How this feeling is born.
Yet it lives. Here.
Within me.

I see floating crystals rotate,
Around me. Centred.
A beautiful array of refinement.
It's only through God's eyes I can see.

Can you not feel it too?
That unborn nature.
Wretching.
It's there.
You know.

You can't be afraid of yourself.

Still feels new

My face is burning.
Can you see?
I look around me and see,
No one.
Blank holes where life should be.

Oh the momentous morn.
Yearning away for what?
You know less than I.
It's in here, somewhere.
I'm standing in a whirl wind of nothing.

But still I'm here.
Curious.

The commute can be a pain.
Sometimes.
A dull aching numbness of,
Normality.
So I stand. And wait.
And think of the day before.
And yes.  As I thought.
I come right back to myself.

The sun is hurting my eyes now.
Barely awake.

A normal day still feels new.

Thierry Mugler A/W 09

Ok I know its already into the season, but just love this collection.  Great mix of fabric's and cuts.  Really like the riding boots!

My first blog!

In this blog I hope to merge my two passions; writing and fashion! I love to write, whatever is on my mind.  And I like to wear whatever I want to wear.  Here goes...

Be Sure

How quick a day goes by.
Too fast for me to hold on to.
I grab and hold out,
Yet my hands are empty.
I'm clutching an everlasting,
Void.

How I desperately want,
To let go.
Let go of it all.
I'm just trying to believe,
That me.
My life will find a course true.
I want to see a line.
In front on me.

And be sure...

Im loving rolled up jeans and loafers at the moment, plus Ed Westwick is hot!